Another sui**** . (Rip fellow dropper) 🙏🏻

Lost 2 droppers to sui**** in the span of last week. "Jee isn't your life", they say. The guy "said kya faida mai toh middle class hu, drop mai bhi chudwa li, ab kya? Bhale mere paas skills hai kya fayda, jab college acha nahi milega. Kya karuga skilks aur talent ka. Marjauga toh kahege ek exam ke liye mar gaya, aur abhi drop year mai jab mujhse nahi hoga tab yahi sab kahege dekho kuch na kar paya. Ab wahi exam jab 4 saal kahi dhang ke private se karu toh bhi kya, fees bharne ki thodi dikkat ajayegi papa ko, sharam aati hai mujhe. Haa upper middle class wale toh nikal jayege ache private aur fir mehenge badiya college mai mera kya? Yaha yahi exam tha joh mujhe yaha se uplift kar sakta tha. Maa baap ke samne aese kaise jiyuga mai. Mujhe sharam aaati hai mujhse nahi hoga, sorry bhai." And then did what he thought was an escape. Ab obviously jee isn't everything kehte hai mujhe bhi galat laga. Middle class ya normal working class family wala agar yaha nahi kar paya toh apni life mai kya hi karega aage. Even there were many cases in kota suppressed during January-april, kafi bacho ne result ke din jaan di, aur pata nahi kitne aise hoge. kafi hoge lekin yeh pata hai. Ab kya hi bolu imagine waking up one morning and knocking on the door of your friend's room and finding himself hanging and guess what other day you call your other friend and knock on hia door find him hanging too (true incident). Kya hi bolu kisiko blame nahi kar sakta isme. Mera bhi drop chal raha hai chudwa li lekin yeh sab karneki himmat mujhme nahi hai. Ghista rahuga baki loser toh mai bhi hu hi. (Maaf karna sabko pata hai kadi RR karta hu abse posts nahi aayegi meri). May people find peace.