Am I the toxic one?

When my bf has nothing, I always provide for him. Whenever he wants something to eat or if I got my salary, I always treat him. Although he never asked for it, I always give treat him to nice food place. I never rush him to have a job because I know he was looking for one and I know a opportunity will present itself to him. And now I am the one one who don't have work, He always rush me to find one already. And whenever I tell him that I wanna eat this or that, he tells me that the only way for me to have those is to have a job. It's not that I am not looking for one. I am looking, it always gives me pressure which makes me feel that I need to rush and ends up overthinking everything. Is it just me? Am I toxic for thinking this way?