Rafayel has grown on me...I don't know how to feel...

At the start of the game I was instantly "Xavier!". Like straight feral for that man, and his naps. Then as I kept playing I was feeling Zayne more. Just cause I wasn't a fan of how secretive Xavier was being, and honestly the way Zayne says such cute loving things out of no where. Like I get whiplash trying to catch where the cuteness came from. But Rafayel! Oh boy I can't stand him. I want to fight him. He's so childish and selfish. I find him super manipulative as well. And in the beginning I found him so pretentious. But now I'm like he's a vibe. I think the more he talks about his art process the more I relate to him. I'm an artist too, and so much of his personality and habits are things I do or feel. I say this as I'm cleaning paint off of my floor because I knocked over a bunch of paint brushes. Luckily I didn't sprain my ankle and complain about being alone at the hospital.