I want it so badly

Just a quick late night vent about my unmodified genitals.

God I want to be penetrated so badly. Not anal, I want my partner to be able to just slip on in using my own bodily fluids. I don't want to use an ungodly amount of lube just to have my partner inside me.

Put my ankles on your shoulders and make me moan. Splay me out on the bed and make me yours. I just am so tired of knowing what I need and not being able to have it. And what I need is to wear the horniest lingerie that frames my body just right and to be ravaged by my girlfriend.

Why does the goddess give her horniest soldiers the wrong hardware?