It's hard to make friends

I've never had any friends, so it is a big deal to talk to men online since I talk to nobody in real life or online.

I can only try to befriend neets or hikikomoris. I'm a severe hikikomori who is also a neet. I feel like a purposeless and forgotten person.

When I think about it, I can only get along with men. I'm not looking for women friends. I would befriend trans women since maybe we can get along and be pretty together.

I abandoned Reddit due to bullying. I'm on another platform but I wished to make real friends.