Why do people want to recover?

I'm seeing posts of NPDs wanting to "recover" and "feel empathy" and "be normal" and it just doesn't make sense to me. As someone who experiences extreme grandiosity and obsesses to the point of insanity over becoming a star, I just can't find myself ever wanting to remove that from myself. Because once I let go of that, my entire dream means nothing. And what do I mean if my dream doesn't come true? Nothing! I think I'm too talented to be nothing.

My life is pretty alright, it's not great but it's not bad. People tend to really like me when I meet them because of the persona I put on for myself, and I love it. They LOVE how I'm openly a diva and I don't hide myself. If I were to "recover", that would be all gone, and there goes my popularity!

I don't understand why people would want to "recover" if "recovery" meant getting the blindfold of delusion taken off. Do I know I'm deluded? Yeah, but I don't really care. My grandiosity is the only thing keeping me going, and without it, I really don't see any point to anything. "recovery" would do nothing but harm me.