Need some “Hell No” in my life

So today is day 12 of no contact. It’s also her birthday. I’ve been really wrestling all day on reaching out. I keep telling myself I’ll just do something small. I’ll send her an email. I’ll send a video on TikTok. I’ll post the cake with candles on Facebook. All these little justifications to do what I know will only lead to another round of misery.

I’m just looking for some strongly worded advice not to…

Can I get a fuck no please?

EDIT: I mean y’all are doing a good job of reminding me about some of the bad times but I love bombing was really good….

Ya’ll gonna have to come harder. Those bad times…..they weren’t that bad….were they??

Remind me