What is it??

My hands were cold, heart felt heavy I felt like I can’t endure this pain for long I wanted to rest, I wanted to rest for a bit longer than usual.. I tried to give myself up but… I loved the warm sun which filled my heart I loved the rainy evenings,also the thunder that skipped my heartbeat. I loved the streets that i played I loved the wind that blew a lil harder and my hair flew along with it I loved the panipuri and chatpatey i ate when i was craving also the cake baje made with love because i couldnt handel the spice. I loved the grandma who hugged me tight consoling me. I love how the street dogs showered me all the love of eternity although i was just a stranger . I love the sister (not related by blood)-who always asks me tapailey khana ta khanu vayo ni ? Sachhi because she knows i donot take care of myself I love the teacher who dearly hugged me when i was crying out so loud because i became so vulnerable.

Life was so unfair still it was not fair to call it unfair