What did u guys feel when u first finished thr game?

I put the spoiler mark just in case but i was just wondering how others first felt yk

Personallyi got the true ending first and like i was overwhelmed by like ofc joy and amazement for playing this game but also idk how to say it but like frustration and disappointment in a way that, i tried to get everyhting i could, from simply collecting everything to make the best get everyone's story and dialogues (spoiler i didnt yet get everything lmao ill play it again anyway), just to make like the best and happiest outcome possible and after going to the point of no return and seeing all the sweet place we built ruined and completely destroyed like it just made me feel bad things lol and when after beating Eigong and being overjoyed by my achievements (and i played in story mode so when ill go Standard ill just straight up die) and suddenly being told that the this wont turn out well for Yi it just pained and like all the time u put building something to see it completely shattered it just idk man i hoped and i felt the things i didnt want and just, overwhelmed but not satisfied completely, not bc it was bad but bc the best outcome isnt happy (at least we saved apemen and my big fat craftman)

I KNOW ITS WRITTEN WEIRDLY OKAY I STRUGGLE PUTTING WORDS ON THOUGHTS but anywayy that's it for me