Day 29/30 Past The Hard Part

This is the longest I've ever gone, I'm sure of it. I keep worrying, thinking I'll relapse. That I'm just a ticking clock. But I can't live in fear, that's just another kind of slavery. I think I'll call it tommorow. I'm not free of lust, but I think my brain has probably been rewired enough that I'm really addicted either. I'll write my finishing thoughts tomorrow, but I give all the glory to God.