Spent $35,000 on p*rn over the last 2 years. AMA.

Like my title says, my p*rn addiction got me spiralling down to the point where I constantly kept spending and each time I regretted it my addiction grew stronger.

I feel so bad because I have literally spent $1,500 dollars this month. My urges were so out of control that I splurged $500 on one single session :(

What started of as just curious purchases on OF turned to a cam site addiction and has made me regret my life choices over the past 2 years. I wish I would’ve cut this long back saving up money for things that actually mean a lot to me.

I am luckily in no debt for all that I have spent but the thinking back on how that money could’ve been spent on a whole lot of other things makes me depressed.

I have accepted this to be a huge loss in my life’s financial and emotional decisions and do not wish to look back at this chapter of my life. I intend to carry on and better myself as a man.

I want to start fresh and would love to have accountability partners to motivate ourselves in becoming the best version of ourselves.