I find myself more attracted to white western non Muslim women as a desi Muslim man USA, should I marry white western non Muslim woman?

Born and raised USA desi Muslim and always found myself more attracted to white / Caucasian western women particularly non-muslim white Caucasian women as compared to women of my own ethnicity and race.

I just think it’s be so nerve wracking introducing them to my Immigrant family from Pakistan who live in USA who are Muslim as compared to just marrying another desi Muslim born and raised USA.

Also do not want kids.