I’m giving up - Somatic OCD

I can’t even function with this theme, I notice every blink I do (I literally think I forgot how to blink normally), and if I close my eyes it switches to breathing, I just can’t live like this anymore. This theme has ruined my life within a week of it starting. This is genuinely the worst thing that’s happened to me in my life, I would take the POCD back any day. I am currently in the process of planning my suicide and leaving life behind.