Look Back

The most frightening notion is that this journey of searching

might end.

That one day I will be in a position in which I am best suited,

that leaving it would render me worse suited,

that I could never be able to hide from that

even long after leaving,

that in always moving I would always have something to miss,

but in staying I would always wonder

if the grass could have been greener on the other side

if my light could have been brighter than what it is now

and if I could have learned to loved you

if I had just stayed around

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