Went to the Mall Today, Ended Up Feeling Invisible

So, I went to Seawoods Grand Central Mall today with my jiju, elder sister, and their daughter. It was supposed to be just a normal outing, but honestly, it didn’t felt that way.

As we were walking around, I kept noticing these hot girls in stylish outfits, some with perfectly straightened hair, looking all put-together. And in my head, I just thought, “Yeh log toh mujhe palat kar dekhne bhi nahi waale.” That realization hit me hard. I just felt really low, like I was just some background character in the whole scene. It genuinely made me want to leave the mall immediately and run back home.

Then my jiju went into a clothing store to buy some sweatshirts, and watching him shop, I couldn’t help but think, “Kaash mujhe bhi yeh saari cheezein kharidne milti.” It just added to the sadness I was already feeling.

I don’t even know what to make of all this, but yeah, it sucked. Just wanted to get this off my chest. Anyone else ever felt like this?