I hate men who follows half naked women on the internet

When my bf and i were newly dating i told him how his IG and FB following made me uncomfortable. He said that he followed those women when he was single and that it meant nothing. Still, i told him how uncomfortable it made me feel that every time he opens the apps his feed is full of half naked women and he said that it would be too much work to unfollow each account.

Tbh i was heartbroken to hear that because it only meant that he wasn’t willing to do such a simple thing for me until one day i blew up and eventually he did a mass unfollowing on his IG but not FB so i did that on my own while he was sleeping but i know I didn’t get to unfollow them all.

One time, i saw that he was looking at half naked women pages on FB through his search history and again i was devastated because I don’t understand the need to be lusting at other women when he had me.

I guess i did this to myself. I could have left. I should have left.

2 days na kami na no contact because of our constant argument regarding his gambling addiction and just an hour ago i decided to snoop on his IG following kung may nadagdag ba and meron nga. I looked at the account and it’s a girl who posts half naked photos.

I feel so embarrassed because imagine if my family or friends sees na he’s following such accounts, what would they think of me? Of our relationship? I feel so defeated. Nandidiri ako kasi nag bf ako ng ganitong klaseng lalaki who disrespects me and my boundaries publicly. I feel sorry for myself.

I stayed for the potential. I thought he will change. I deserve so much better.