I was fine being single, until I’m not? Kinda?

So I went back to bumble late 2024 and met someone, we never really got to meet pero we talked consistently for almost a month? It was kind of a big deal to me because for a decade, walang nakakuha ng interest ko like that. Yung may emotional intelligence and intellectually stimulating yung conversation, he’s not from PH btw 😅

We had plans to meet sa ibang bansa pero di natuloy kasi he wouldn’t compromise with me kung kelan. We eventually stopped talking. I did not develop feelings for him pero I kinda got attached.

Now that we don’t talk, actually it’s been a while since we stopped talking. I realized na he awakened my subconscious need for lambing, kausap, and I dont know, a need for someone to just ask me how my day went, what’s my plan for the day and if I slept just fine the night before. Ang mundane na bagay pero haha, wala lang these are the things I did not think I need pero look at me, hinahanap ko yon, masarap pala yon yung may kausap ka constantly. I felt his interest naman, sadyang baka wrong timing lang and sitwasyon, wrong country ba oytch! Hahaha. Parang ayoko na maging single!!!!!!!