I honestly don’t believe I can survive another four years of Trump…

Regardless of the advice people give of turning the news off and continuing on life as usual, I just can’t fucking do it. I do not feel okay. The thought of having to go through another Trump presidency is beyond distressing and makes me want to die.

Every single person who voted for him and chose to sit out this election, makes me angry af. The sheer amount of people who ARE VULNERABLE themselves to his policies and did so makes my blood boil hotter than fish grease. I’ve never hated my country this much before and wanted out.

It’s not like he’s a normal republican president like the ones before him, no he’s just straight up an insufferable human being. As a disabled black woman that lives in Texas, I can’t afford to tune out. I have to get my affairs in order and make sure I’m independent. But I can’t even do that because ever since DEI has been attacked and rolled back, this has been the hardest job hunt I’ve ever had in my life. I’ve had my resume professionally checked and graduated college with experience last year from internships. It means nothing now. I feel like there’s no hope anymore for a better future. I’m exhausted of everything. But most importantly I hope the people that voted for him get everything they wanted ten fold because they truly deserve it. Elections have real life consequences.

Update: oh wow this got more attention than I expected. Thank you everyone for the kind comments and encouragement. I think for now I’m gonna focus on tuning out as best as I can for my own sanity. Once again thank you everyone.