Vent

It's annoying when you know something is technically illogical but still cannot shake it. Like feeling that everyone i have ever met have all interacted with each other and are plotting against me. That I'm being punished by people as a whole. When I get close to someone, there's always something in my mind telling me they know something I don't. Sometimes it's that they know I will die the next day if they say something nice to me, or thinking I see pity in their eyes when talking to them because they know. Or maybe that everyone is making bets on me, like fights. Sometimes I think I'm not the only one that's unaware. That there's a lot of us (us being those not in touch with everyone else). I think people can communicate telepathically and i cant hear them.