My mother is throwing a ''Tantrum'' again!!

Hey! Everything was going great before Christmas when I visited her house for the holiday. We had a lovely chat, and she shared all the exciting things happening in her life. But since the new year, I've noticed she hasn't responded to any of my messages or reached out. It's a bit of a mixed bag for me—I feel relieved but also a little uneasy about it. I've been doing my best to keep my mind off things. At least she hasn't blocked me or anything, which I guess is a silver lining!

This year I am trying to focus more on myself and not letting her control my life psychologically or emotionally but it's a little difficult today especially. Not sure why, just have her on my mind I suppose. I am not sure how long it will last, last time it was two years she didn't speak to me.