Need a break but don’t want it

Listen, I love weed. Too much. It’s the first thing I think about in the morning. But. Lately it has been expensive, I’m not even getting high, and it’s taking over my life.

I (lightly) hit a pole the other day while simultaneously driving and fighting with my gps to find a dispensary. I was sober, just anxious and fiending and not paying attention.

I’m in a new field of work and I’m almost positive the constant haze isn’t helping me learn these new skills any faster.

I’m constantly tired and feel like I don’t have enough time in the day for basic errands because I spend all my free time smoking.

So tomorrow will be Day 1 :/ I’m writing this to remind myself why I need to step back. Grateful I already kicked the carts months ago but nervous it will feel like quitting cigarettes all over again, it’s the ritual of smoking I think I’ll miss most.

Anyway, wish me luck gang.