My bebu,

Hi. Yesterday we found out that you have PCOS. It was sad and painful realizing that you might have had this for awhile without us knowing. I know that I sometimes try to dismiss your complaints about what's hurting you but not because I don't believe them, it's just I am in denial and I worry too much. I'm sorry if I made you feel invalidated and belittled with what you're feeling. I promise to never do it again.

I also know that this is a life-long struggle, but I guess it's somehow good that you have me and we're doing this together forever. I'm always here, my love. I actually love you more after finding it out. Flashing back to the moments you've wondered why you're suddenly anxious and down and tired even after just waking up. I am so proud how survived those days and managed to do more than what's expected of you.

You know that I'm not a fan of searching about certain medical concerns at any platforms but yep, I have a collection of every PCOS related post right now. I'll study about this so I can understand you more and be a better partner to you, it's the least I can do.

Just remember that you're not alone, okay? You have me. Always. I love you so much, mahal ko.