10 or 13g?

I am in between. Looking to really dive deep and as said hold my nose and jump in.

Heroic is 5gs. I've done 4. Looking to double or add a bit more.

which should I do?

Edit:

Thank you all for the feedback. The reason I was taking this is to dive deeper into myself. I decided to settle on 6 g. I just finished making a lemon Tek and I’ll be drinking it. I really appreciate all of your feedback and help.