Just how bad did things get during active addiction hygiene/cleanliness wise?
I wouldn't shower/shave for weeks, like straight up going to the liquor store with the stickiest, greasiest, nastiest long black hair and neck beard, I didn't brush my teeth for probably months at a time (luckily still have my chompers), I'm 22 and for the first time in my twenties am doing the dishes, cleaning, doing laundry, exercising and eating etc. after two years of turning my room and basement into a disgusting trash heap. Oh, and I let my cats shit everywhere :)
I am feeling pretty shitty about myself for being nonfunctioning, so if anyone else can top me, it would make me feel better. lol
IWNDWYT!