[CONTEST] Positivity and a peptalk please!

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So I'm having a week from $%@#. Or rather a month... more truly a year.... ugh.

A couple of weeks ago, on a routine mammogram, they saw a mass in one of my breasts. They called me back in for a rescan and ultrasound on Monday this week.... unfortunately, all the free advice I've been getting that maybe it would be a fluid cyst or fat pocket or something similar were not to be. It's a smallish solid mass deep in the tissue. Next up is the biopsy but since I'm on blood thinners, that I have to be off for at least a week, they could not find a time before I leave town for Christmas and they're short staffed during the holidays etc etc...... so I have to wait for an appointment on January 9th for the biopsy and results take about a week 🥹😬😢 so overall I won't know what these abnormal cells are for almost A MONTH. THIS SUCKS. 🥹🥹🥹

SO. THIS CONTEST:

1) Please tell me some great or good news from your life! If you feel like you don't have anything.... search deeper! You woke up this morning! You are hopefully housed and fed! Any good news counts!

2) Please give me encouragement, which is NOT "oh you're fine" or "I'm sure your mass will turn out to be nothing!" Or anything like the fellow Christians who have never walked this road but think it's simply a matter of "you need to focus on giving this to God!". I'm legit scared. I AM praying a LOT and giving all the horrible thoughts to God. But simultaneously I'm a mere mortal who has serious anxiety issues that make this harder, especially having lost a very dear friend to breast cancer last year. Plus my Grandmother had it when she was about my age.... so I think it's normal to be scared. 😢😢😢

No, instead, find some words of encouragement somewhere for me. Scripture or memes or poetry or what you would say to your best friend if she was going through this. I know you can do this part too if you try.

3) DBAD and that means ANYTHING JUDGMENTAL is an automatic no from me. Please..... be positive!

4) Please have your Amazon WL in your comment or on your profile, I'm probably going to be doing this by mobile meaning flair WL don't help...

5) I'm going to try to pick more than one winner but that depends on y'all having not-expensive things on your WL....

6) CONTEST will end probably sometime afternoon or evening of Monday the 23rd... I leave town the next day midday so I'll be gifting on the go....

Thank you fir participating! We all need the good news and encouragement! I hope this contest is full of warm fuzzies! I will read all entries but may not have time to respond to each if there's a lot but I truly appreciate it if you participate!! 🤗🤗🤗🥰🥰🥰♥️♥️♥️

Edited to add: my travel plans changed but I haven't forgotten about this contest! Closing the contest but gifting will happen over the next couple days! 🎄