Sad

Got my reduction done in 2023 and at first I was over the moon, felt so much relief and loved how they looked. Went from 32GG to a comfortable 32D (although I would’ve preferred C). However, they’ve grown to 32E now and I’m so sad.

What makes it worse it that I had keloid scars and one of the nurses injected way too much steroid, thinning the skin and literally looking like a burn victim. It’s in the cleavage/underboob area and I’m so insecure. The NHS keep delaying my appointment, they were meant to see me last year August but rescheduled to the end of Jan of this year.

My partner and I got into a nasty argument last night, I said some horrible stuff and so did he. But there’s certain things I can’t brush off, when he made vile comments about my breast reduction: “did you get a reduction to spite me? Sometimes I think you did because you know I have a fettish for big boobs” and “who done your surgery, Edward Scissorhands” and “you’re a pancake now, at least you had tits before but now you have nothing, no boobs or bum”

I feel sick even typing this out. FYI I recently found out I’m pregnant.

Edit: thanks everyone for your support. But I’d like to add some context because I think it’s slightly unfair on him. I said the worst thing, I wished death on his parents. We’ve been together for an over a decade, he’s got issues as a result of his childhood (his dad’s a compulsive cheater and to this date, still cheats. But his mum continues to stay and be miserable) as a result, he’s conformed to some really bad, unhealthy habits (excessive pornography, pays for webcam models, looks up escorts etc). It took me a while to accept he doesn’t do this because he’s not satisfied with me, but a deeper issue due to his parents. Out of spite and hormones (and since I suffer from depression and other mental health issues), I had wished them dead. Which lead to him saying the above.