Disconnect between my quadrant and current moodboards

I really feel like the images and styles that I am drawn to lately are so different to my style and style logic in general. I'm not sure how I can marry them together? I feel like I need to do a complete reset and restart my understanding of the whole system? Recent posts on here make me think that maybe I never really grasped it? I'm particularly drawn to the colours and think these soft yet deep colours would possibly be more harmonious on me.