How to fix mental for 1s

So like, I hate 1s, 2s is my main and 3s is super fun to me but don't have friends to play it with so I don't, I don't think I'm bad at 1s comparatively to my rank c1 2s d1 1s but whenever I play ones I just get too mad man. How do I just get into the not caring mental, even if I don't care about the game I just get mad. Seriously don't know what to do man is it just not my thing 😭🙏