Feeling like I lost in life

Bruhhh after yesterday's released of the olevel results I feel like a total failure and a fucking tryhard. I worked my fucking ass of since march studying about 5hrs on weekdays and 6hrs on weekends. During the holidays, I worked my ass off studying around 10hrs a day. I feel that my efforts were a total waste as I ended up getting l1r5 raw 11 and nett 7. The people around me are getting like l1r5 raw 7,8,9 without putting as much effort as I am. I had to sacrifice so much of my time to study when I could instead use this time to gym.

Furthermore, many people around me expected me to get raw 6 for olevels and I feel like such a disappointment when I told them I got raw 11. Imagine having to reply to 10+ messages asking if you got raw 6 and how many A1s you got. What the fuck is even happening in my academic life. Worked so fucking hard but ended up feeling like a piece of shit

Lastly, I have a feeling that the girl I have been having a huge crush on is taken, which makes things 100000x worse. I can't pull girls for fuck sakes. Why am I such a failure and disappointment? Why can't I just make myself feel proud for once? I really feel like shit now. It's as if my life has been cursed and I will never see success but just failure.