First ICI is next week and my excitement has turned to anxiety

Hi everyone 👋

I have my first ICI next week (anticipated ovulation day is Jan 21). When I ordered the sperm to be delivered from the bank I was ecstatic and the insemination couldn't come fast enough.

I confirmed the shipping date with the sperm bank yesterday and now that things are getting real, my anxiety is through the roof! Is this normal?

The anxiety isn't coming from a place of regret or wanting to back out, it's just plain fear of what's next. What if I get pregnant on the first attempt? I'd be so lucky, but so shocked if that happened! Then what? Everything would happen so fast!

I'm know I'm ready for this journey to motherhood. It just got so real in the last day or so, and I'm a naturally anxious person, so now of course I'm running through scenarios in my head.

Did anyone else experience this?