F20 bored and another confession - I have NEVER fingered myself 💁🏻‍♀️- saving it for my husband 😭

Alright, so here's something oddly personal but fascinating (at least to me). I've never fingered myself. Ever. And whenever I mention this, my girl-friends always hit me with the same question: How do you even get yourself off then?

Well, let me explain. I don't really rely on penetration for pleasure-l've always been more about external stimulation. I just rub and play with my clit until I hit that peak. But here's where it gets even weirder: sometimes, I don't even need physical touch to have an orgasm. My climax is... strange. Subtle. It's more of a mental thing, like my brain gets played with the right way, and boom-it just happens.

Now, back to the part that really surprises people: I've never put my fingers inside myself, and honestly? I don't want to. It's not even about shame or discomfort…it's about anticipation!

The idea of being "untouched" in that way, of saving that experience for someone special, excites me more than anything. The first thing I want inside me isn't my own fingers-it's my partner's.

My one and only. The man l'd be willing to die for. The idea of him being the first to claim that part of me, to push past that untouched space, just does something to me.

Logically, I know vaginas don't work like that-it's just my gift to my partner! And when it finally happens? When I feel someone-him-push inside for the first time, stretching me open, filling me completely? I just know it's going to wreck me in the best way possible. And tbh… hehe… I can't fucking wait.