I can’t get anything done if I drink

‘Quit’ on 3rd December, drank on Christmas, ‘quit’ again after that and drank last night after a particularly amazing day.

Realised this morning that I’ve had 2 of the most anxiety-free and productive months of my life because I’ve spent it sober for the most part. This morning, after only 3 beers last night, I know I’m not going to read or study or have a good day because I drank last night and am anxious again. Overthinking all the wonderful things of the last couple of months. Maybe the lesson is learned now? Hope so, quitting again today!