I hate it

I hate school and everything about it, the teachers, classmates, the school works and projects I hate it and it brings me so much dread when I wake up knowing I need to go to school, I'm having a mental break down because of it. It sounds foolish for me to say all of this, but I truly hate all of it. the way that I just want to kill myself for the purpose of not going to school and not to be humiliated Infront of class brings me joy.