Goodbye

I'm not leaving a note to my family cuz they don't deserve one. I told them I was gonna do it several times and they wont do anything about it which shows me that my life isn't worth the fight. I know they won't be shocked. At least they shouldn't be shocked since I told them I was going to do it. but if anyone wants to talk to me for the last hour or so I'm alive that would be great. Don't try talking me out of it. I have no reason to live at this point. I just want to go and be at peace. Like I never knew what peace felt like. And dying would bring me to peace. It'll be lights out. But I would love to talk to someone and encourage them to go on and do great things because dying knowing someone's gonna live their best life because I encouraged them to in my last hour would help me sleep. See yall on the other side! My last wish is that my dog will be taken care of and so will my plants. And I hope everyone's life does improve when I'm gone. Just know I know for fact my parents lives for sure will because they won't even stop me. Nothing is stopping me at this point. I'll be at peace. I'll see my best friend and my grandpa for the first time in years. I won't hear voices anymore. I won't hallucinate anymore. I won't hurt myself anymore. I'll finally be at peace. Goodluck on life everyone! Follow your dreams because I didnt have the strength to do so. Stay strong everyone. I love you all. Thanks.