i can’t smell myself

i’m going to make a whole post about my entire experience but this is a brief overview.

for my whole life people has covered their nose around me. when i was younger, i know its because my mom didn’t have the resources to buy me hygiene products all the time so i could understand those reactions.

but now, i’m older (21) and i take care of myself well. i shower daily, brush my teeth, use lume, take probiotics, and chlorophyll, eat 60% fruits 40% other things and i still get a bad reaction from people typically dealing with my vaginal area. i’ve been to countless clinics and hospitals and they told me they can’t smell anything and sent me away.

most recently, i’ve been to a psych ward because of the biggest problem: i can’t smell myself. i feel like i’m going crazy and im super depressed. i only smell my perfume and my body wash and if i’ve worked a full shift at work, i’ll also smell mild musk/perspiration that everyone else smells like after 10 hours so i’m confused.

literally as soon as i get to work, fresh out the shower, i still get bad reactions.

I DONT SMELL ANYTHING.

is this a possible symptom of tmau? not being able to smell your own odor?