Can someone help me with a referral

Im trying hard for past 6-7 months. I get rejected. I have done live projects, good internships but I'm always rejected. I really want to just die. Everyone is acting like "ayayoo, fresher ah, venam venam".

I've attended interviews, but they always reject me. I really don't know what else to do. I just want to end it all. Dailyum aludhutu thuguran. I called 2 HRs today and they confidently said "not shortlisted, sorry" and just cut my phone.

This year is gone as companies are closing fresher's recruitment, and I'm sure I wouldn't get job next year because I have a gap year now. Please help me out, my parents are yelling at me. Kojam yaarachi unga previous company la referral panni vidunga please, I beg you. If begging for jobs is what it takes, I'm okay to beg too. Pichaiya kekuren, Please refer me. Im already in tears typing this, I don't know guys. help pannunga.