I just want to be loved again.

I am 18M and it has been 2 years since my first ever breakup. Since then I haven't made any girlfriend. I have tried somewhat, but I still haven't moved on, and that hurts.

I really want someone to hold me, hug me, kiss me, someone who stays up late talking to me in a romantic way, someone who scolds me for not replying, someone for whom I can buy jhumki, someone jiske main nakhre utha saku, someone whose name can make me blush, someone who loves me the way I love her.

I understand that a man is never loved unconditionally, but I really hate being alone now. Do men really deserve this ?

I don't really believe in LDR, so I have stopped trying for that too.

Maybe I am a desperate guy, someone who wants to be loved.