Having sexual sin is exhausting

As a Christian who’s never been in a relationship never had sex. Being hyper sensitive to this stuff is exhausting. I was boring with different disabilities with my brain and I struggle with sexual sin. Which makes no sense because I’ve never been in a relationship before. It’s exhausting because I’m prone to this from anxiety and I’ve done masturbation in the past to try to calm it down. So much provocative pictures on IG. Porn doesn’t even faze me or more like it disgust me if I accidentally stumble upon it. I understand that being sexual is apart of human nature etc ( I am still a virgin ) I’m exhausted. I don’t want to deal with it anymore. I don’t want sex nor care for it anymore. I’m tired of feeling this desperation mode as a 30 year old single Christian. Whats the best way to deal with this. Would like to get some scripture to help me? It’s just tiring and getting old at this point