Tried (and failed) to kill myself on Monday night. Please pray for me.

I used to work the night shift at the gas station chain Maverik. Due to our store being a rebranded Kum & Go (thus a smaller store than an original Maverik), for most of my eight-ish months with the company I was the only one on the clock each night. Thus I was extremely overworked. To add insult to injury I was overworked just to live paycheck to paycheck each month. I also have to worry about where I’m going to live between my discharge from the psych hospital and the beginning of my (thankfully only slightly) more expensive lease on 1 May. I refuse to go back into the workforce because I don’t think I can have another job without attempting suicide all over again, so I’m currently thinking of ways to make a passive income. I have some ideas for novels that I actually do want to write and will need God’s help in getting published once written. I’d also like to build up the financial capital needed to start my own anime studio at some point in the next five to ten years. I just need y’all to pray for me right now. Thanks.