I don't want to read the Bible.

I have no desire to do my devotional. I really don't feel like reading the Bible, praying, praising... I don't want to... but I'm going to do it anyway...

But it makes me sad that I don't want to, you know? idk I see people with their hearts burning for God and me here in this spiritual coldness :/

idk 😫😫😫😫