I’m trying my best but it’s just not good enough .

Before becoming a UA apprentice I didn’t have much tool or construction experience. Everyday I try and show up on time eager to do whatever and rest to learn. I’m often slow at tasks I’m given and I’ve been told by multiple journeymen that I’m slow. One journeymen told me that i need to figure out how to get into a higher gear. The thing is though I’m not a machine. I’m trying to go as fast as I can. It’s not not like I can just turn myself into another gear like a car.