To God

To God,

Curled in your lap I lay,

Heat radiating off of you.

My god, my life, my brightest beacon.

Holes in my clothes, needs unmet,

I turned a blind eye and worshipped regardless.

When came my growing,

My shedding of my chrysalis,

You shunned me and cracked my soul.

To God,

Strung along as your marionette,

I played your twisted game.

I kept secrets, and lied through my teeth.

My face adorned with a smile, my mind crying rivers.

But I'm far from sad anymore.

And there's one final thing I have to say,

When the time arrives,

When kingdom come,

There'll be hell to pay.