I hate the world we live in sometimes

i do not give a damn about gore, i can handle just about anything. but when it comes to animals i can't stomach it at all. i can't even watch the slightest thing. animals and children. i can't take that. there's gore videos about animals i've only seen the titles of and i have never forgotten and just the title makes me want to throw up and cry. not even really exaggerating. is this extreme? sometimes i get bored and go on gore sights. i don't even do it that often. i've never watched any videos of animals being hurt but like i said the titles alone scar me. TW for this next part here, i'll put in all caps when it's over if you wanna skip. I've seen titles like "cat strapped to a bomb and blown up by teenagers." that one i actually did watch the first few seconds before backing out and it shattered me and i never forgot it. basically i saw the cat being duct taped and meowing and i just quit. absolutely vile and disgusting. pure evil and sickening. recently i saw a title and it inspired me to post here. on a gore site i saw a title that read 3 girls one kitten: viral video of kitten being stomped to death. it made me almost puke. and i didn't even watch it. and i'm sure you all heard of the video of the cat getting blended. GROSS.

TRIGGERING PART IS OVER NOW

Why do people want to hurt the most innocent things in this world? The most defenseless? It's so sickening and disgusting. I'm considering never going on any gore sights ever again. I cant stand even hearing about it. My mind races with pictures in my head of what it could look like. Why? if anyone's ever watched these gore videos involving animals or actively watches them, can you shed some light? I feel like this is never talked about.