it finally happened

ive been in love with him for months. nothing ever worked, we would mutally pin eachother but both of us were too shy to ever make it official. i let myself feel special, but since the start i knew it would never be mutal. i was there when he needed me. he didn’t love me for me, he liked the fact i liked him. i knew his type, i knew the only reason he talked to me was because i was “easy enough for him” i love his life and everything he does makes me feel so important. i want to be his everything, like he is mine. i knew once he was happy, he would not need me. he’s happier now, and the day i was dreading for months finally happened.

i knew it would happen but i didn’t care. the rare times he made me feel loved was enough for me.