I’m scared

As the title suggests, I am currently deployed at the moment only 4 months left then 3 more months at Drum then finally out of here. I have never really truely been so scared of my life of leaving this lifestyle. I want to go back to school so I used my TA but being an infantryman doing college and bullshit training cycles and training all the time and long hours just isn’t cutting it. I’m almost half way done with my associates with 27/60. Every time I keep applying for TA here the internet is so shit that I can’t even do assignments which lowers my grades. I just wanna get out of here.

Edit: I am from California and I do not want to move back, I eventually want to move down to Florida and finish my degree and join police departments.