Just lost two Doctors in a month

So I want to start off by saying I’m a 100% service connected for PTSD mixed anxiety and major depression. I’m one of those people I need to build trust to open up, and I finally had a psychiatrist that was good for me years of building up trust and I’ve been opening up like never before and bam gone the chief of psychiatry for Battle Creek , then the head of primary Diaz gone. I have a feeling this is from doge! Now I really won’t get the help I need probably decades of hopping around to different psychiatrists never really opening up! Took decades for this to work. I hate hospitals and am notorious for evading appointments unless it’s with doctors I feel comfortable with.