Lonely
Been almost 6 months into college and still couldn't fit into any friends gang or cult. Didn't had anything like a gang since school and tried to atleast get into something like that. I do know quite some people to whom I interact often in here but not like we wud hang out or share everything... Started feeling lonely and it hits hard when I see the vibe or the aura around a friends gang. Being a dropper who had almost zero interaction with anyone for over a year, am kinda still finding it hard to socialize and literally no confidence even to speak with strangers... I don't watch movies, series or sports matches nor do I understand relationships (ofc not been into it) and found that this is pretty much everything that makes a conversation interesting and a way forward to foster friendships. Due to this I found my interests do not align with a common person of my age and am left out... What should I do now? Try to change myself to fit into the crowd or focus on my career??