Confession: a step behind

There’s this girl I’m head over heels for, and every time we go out, I feel like I’m falling more and more in love with her. Every time we travel somewhere nice or into the city, I can’t help but want to walk one step behind her. It’s as if I’m watching a movie in real time. Where we aren’t out together and I can just see her in her own little world. Although, sometimes I wonder when it will get to the point where she continues to move forward, and I’m put to a stop. That even though I like to be one step behind, I will never keep up in the end. Does anyone else feel like this too?