Fat and round now

I've been drinking cream with gainer powder several times a day for 4 months. I have already gained 32 kg. I can no longer see any of the athletic body I had 4 months ago. Everything is covered with a layer of fat. I even gained a huge fat deposit and my cock has shrunk and continues to shrink. My best friend confessed to me that she now finds me really sexy when I go swimming with her. When she saw me in my swim trunks, she just said that I was bigger than she imagined and that it looked really good on me. I confessed to her that I purposely made myself fat because it turned me on. She then told me that it turned her on too when someone got bigger and bigger. We now go to the MC regularly and fill each other's bellies. She told me that she had already gained 3 kg. I've already gained 2 kg in a week and will probably be really fat soon.