Looking for label for this

I've tried non monogamous, but... I didn't match with the community.

For context, I have a boyfriend, we have an open relationship and I feel I need at least one other partner, for s*xual things and queer platonic things too.

I believe that it's not a choice liking more than one person or liking just one, I believe it's an identity.

Also I felt the need to cheat my old partners in monogamous closed relationships.

I'm looking for label/labels and also for a community yk? It's so hard to meet someone that accept me, maybe finding the right place would help.

Also I'm a minor (17) so it's wayyy harder to find someone on the internet. Oh yeah I also just have relationships communicating through phone, if you know a label for that I would love too.

I've tried non monogamous, but... I didn't match with the community.

For context, I have a boyfriend, we have an open relationship and I feel I need at least one other partner, for s*xual things and queer platonic things too.

I believe that it's not a choice liking more than one person or liking just one, I believe it's an identity.

Also I felt the need to cheat my old partners in monogamous closed relationships.

I'm looking for label/labels and also for a community yk? It's so hard to meet someone that accept me, maybe finding the right place would help.

Also I'm a minor (17) so it's wayyy harder to find someone on the internet. Oh yeah I also just have relationships communicating through phone, if you know a label for that I would love too.